3/30/2007

Love Is...

It's not just what you say. It's how you live, how you breathe, and how your heart beats away the seconds. Love is full contact. Love is hard work. If you can let go of it and let it fly away from you...it's not love. I'm so tired of trying to be okay. I'm sick of putting on a brave face and forcing the smiles. I am broken. I feel like I just started falling and haven't stopped and the farther I go I just keep wishing I'd hit the ground so I could start the climb again. Because Love isn't something that you can turn off, it's something impossible to just ignore and if you ever find real love I hope it's really true. But be careful because some people will take insecurity and dress it up as love. And some will sell you love but then want it back. So if you put your whole heart in somebody's hands, take care. You may just never get it back. Love is perfection of emotion, and complete devastation. I am not okay. I am not alright. And I don't want to be. Because that just wouldn't be love.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

You'll find it!

Let Go said...

It sucks now, but you'll feel better. Nothing anyone can say will make you feel better, I know. But you have lots of people to talk to :)

Unknown said...

It changes how you see yourself. It changes you. It makes you a richer person when its real and a thinner one when you fake it. Take care, Jordan. Love you.

Urban said...

Love is amazing...and devastating. Beautiful, and painful. It helps us experience the highest highs and the lowest lows. Sometimes it defines us.

VivaLaPinto said...

Do your love rules apply to platonic love, too? Because I love you, but in a nice comfy, I-can-call-Jordan-up-and-hang kinda way. :) Not devastating at all. lol!