I'm Building This Tonight
Call it a conspiracy, a tangled web of lies, but tonight I'm building a tower up from the bottom of this well I've been drowning in. You might not recognize the truth until it's splashed across your eyes, so tonight I'm building up a resistance to your disease. You are not the answer to all my problems, you are not my dream come true, so tonight I'm building up a resistance to convince me you're a lie. I'm building this tonight, and I'm going to try to let you go. If I can just build this wall high enough that you won't see me.
9 comments:
focussing on the bad wont help, it will cause more conflicts, more awkwardness
she's not a disease. shes just an ex.
lol. How about good for you Jordan for moving on, and getting your mind elsewhere. Any stragedy helps, and props to you for getting past it all!
thats just a harsh thing to say. and kind of...well...childish...like your in grade 8 and you got what you thought was your heart broken but it turned out to just be your pride...she is a person and she is hurting too...just stop...cause nobody really wants tp read martha bashing
I'm not taking sides on this issue at all, because Martha and Davies are 2 of my best friends, and its really none of "Anonymous's" business to attack myself on this. That is childish, and I know who you are anyway. I think its funny that we have to argue over fucking blogger, thats ridiculous. Both of them have to get over this, maybe Martha is faster than Davies, and I hardly get to see Martha anyways. I love them both, and I am loyal to both. So Fuck right off :)
Thats an attack on anyone who wants to attack myself or Jordan on here by the way, not just Anonymous. I read it wrong, and Anonymous was referring to Jordans blog, my apologies for confusion. But still, you don't fuck with us. Naa Uhhh :)
If you actually read the blog I do not actually call her a disease. I was using it as a metaphor for the feelings I still have that are hurting. Thios blog was just artistic venting due to the fact that I'm trying to get over someone who I am still completelly in love with but have to force myself to let go. I would never bash Martha, I think Martha is a beautiful amazing person who I was incredibly lucky to spend five months dating. I would have liked nothing more than to spend alot more time with her so nothing I say should be taken as a slight on Martha personally. Check your facts before you over-react.
lol, Anon!
Davies, be strong. *hugs*
Wow ... this is quite the chain of comments.
Just wanted to add my bit, as I've been through the pain of a breakup and know all too well what Jordan is going through.
Anonymous has a point - focusing on the bad won't help. But denying reality isn't healthy either. There is a fine line between the two.
Let me just say, Jordan is talented with words. Everything he writes is filled with metaphors and literary devices. Whether it be a blog entry, a short story, or a song, there is a very cathartic element to writing -- just ask Jordan. This blog entry is CLEARLY metaphorical, so if you got the wrong idea I suggest you read it again with a open mind and an open heart.
As for breaking up ... it truly is hard to do. It is painful, awful, devastating, and, at exactly the same time, exhilarating, life-changing, and therapeutic. People grieve in different ways and at different paces.
Jordan, time is on your side. Take the time to heal, take the time to breath. You have a great support system, and now is as good a time as any to put it to good use. You WILL get through this and you will be a better person for it. You have taken many steps toward healing your wounds -- most notably, admitting that you are broken and deeply hurt.
It takes a real man, a strong man, to acknowledge emotional damage. Good for you, Jordan.
Take care of yourself, dude.
Whatever you need Jordan, just keep youself healthy and keep your head above water.
Even when it hurts, the hurt is bound to end and you'll have another piece of you to be proud of if you keep your head right now.
Be careful
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