No longer living hand to mouth

Today I accepted the position of Technical Director at the Rotary Centre for the Performing Arts.

Fulfilling But Not Fulfilled

Coming into my own at a crossroads, I fell to my knees and wondered where you were. And if all my aspirations are fulfilled, and all I'm left to do is fill the time and whittle away the hours, I guess I'd rather have you to share that nothing with. Whoever you are, I'm sure I'll love you someday. You won't be the first, but could well be the last, if I let you. If I can stand. If I can breathe. This is getting exactly what you thought you wanted and sitting waiting for the real thing to finally come into being. We will march forward with our heads held high and not be those words that bring us to the dust.

Replacable
Ordinary
Nothing

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Well the pills I got they ask me lets go out for a while
And the knives up in the kitchen are all too dull to smile
Yeah and the sun it tries to warn me
Boy those wings are made of wax
While the things I do to kill me
They just tell me to relax
But oh Cinderella
All dressed up in all your boots and all your charms
I'm not the fellow
To protect you or to keep you from all your harm
And I don't know which is worse
To wake up and see the sun
Or to be the one be the one

Be the one that's gone
And the empty bottle it misses you
Yeah and I'm the one that its talking to
And with you and I just barely strangers
I'm pretty much just left the fool
Damn don't the streets look empty though
Just wandering round here without you

Oh the empty bottle it misses you and I'm the one its talking to
And I don't know which is worse
To wake up and see the sun

Or to be the one be the one that's gone

To Be The One - Ryan Adams

The Dust Of Life

I figured I should update. So folks I'm still alive. Just moving into tech week for Miss Saigon. Resumes will be printed in the next few days and distibuted soon. I'm currently really broke and waiting for a cheque that is really needed. Love life is pretty much just random date life. I've been seeing a few casually, none seriously and definitely none sexually. lol. I've started Wing Chun which is a branch of Kung Fu. Well that's about it.